Ugh. Control. Something I feel the need to have and often feel like I have none of. It’s not that I’m controllinING, though it might seem that way to some. I need to control my own environment so I can feel safe and function. If someone is a part of that environment, then their behaviour is included in that. I really don’t care what people do when they’re not around me, but if they can’t behave in a way that allows me to feel safe and function properly, then I can’t have them around.